LISTEN YOU'RE NO MARY.
And I'm no mercenary -- so I don't understand the ways you can't let your faith in me rise above the surface.
Listen, I'm gunna make this easy. And I'm gunna make it hrut.
But: Step back and ask yourself -- is this really all I'm worth?
It's not that you're better.
And it's not that I'm w o r s e
It's just that with you -- I wanna make it hurt.
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Is it a selfish preference to like things being a little hazy? I hate having to make something CONCRETE.
Uncertainty drives me. Fully.
Details, oh, details -- leave me.
I hate talking business, and I hate talking facts.
Sometimes I wish I never started you know what. Because then I wouldn't have to think about it. I wouldn't have to . . . break my back over the things that don't matter to me.
Lord, I want to change things. But this doesn't feel right. I used to until it became: "Kara, what do you need? Why do you need it? How can I trust you? Kara you've got to pay attention to the facts."
No. No. No
I just want to. be. the kid in the crowd who loves music just like you do.
And I just want to be the kid who may get backstage cause she's busted her ass, and hell, she wants it -- she really wants it.
No one knows how badly I want to drop all of this. I'm not happy - and if you want it: KEEP IT! Oh, Lord, please keep it!
I don't know what to do, and I don't really know what to say. But I don't want this anymore. Because it's turned into something else. And I'm not made to be that type of creature. It's not who I am. And if I have to change the world on my own -- I will. I don't need a coorporation behind me. I don't need money behind me. All I need is Faith, and all I need is Love, and all I have is TIME.
Shhhh, don't rush.
All we have is time.
-Kara | 
